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I'm so happy! i'm 16 wheeee!!! lol i'll post what i got later ^^!
rofl best pic ever from hana kimi.I added the person in the back for fun lol.
This is what i got!!! :D
A Book about roman life (because i love ancient rome)
A gold and diamond necklace and earrings
set of different smelling chapstick
Robot Chicken Season 2
Drawn Together season 2
Two types of headphones
Shirts from a catalog and FUCKING WARM PERFECT BEAUTIFUL ORGASMIC SOCKS!!!!
A Clockwork Orange movie
tomorrows my bday!!
I'm counting down ^^ i do this every year!! i can't wait i'm going to have a small get together and just watch movies.Two of my friends are going to stay the night.Heh i'm gonna get something loud and scary to give them a early morning "wake up call". Here's my list of what i want. Also what i plan to buy with my birthday money.
A bunch of t-shirts from a catalog
A genuine shark tooth necklace
Drawn Together Box set
Avatar the Last airbender box set
Robot Chicken season 2 set
fruits basket box set
Other junk from the catalog i can't remember asking for
Another avatar box set
Fruits Basket special edition manga
A Captain Marvel hoodie
Long Colored finger cut gloves
Presents for my family
I'm running out of things to want.I think by next year all i'll want iss like 2 family guy box sets and that's it.Each year my list gets smaller because i can just buy these things on my own.SAD!! my childhood is dead.
HAhahah another hanakimi pic ^^
PM ME IF YOU LIKE THE HEADER I'LL MAKE YOU ONE! BUT I'M GOING TO MAKE IT RANDOM SO DON'T TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT.THE ART WORK IS FROM HANAKIMI I JUST CHANGED THE PICS SO IT WOULD BE A MINI STORY. I'll make an official topic in the BBS soon ^^
First Person to get a header Frank the Hedge Hog
ANNNY So i like a lot of stuff....might as well make a list since i'm bored. lol read and let me know what you think!
Music Bands i like:
She wants Revenge
The White Stripes
Dragon Ball Z
Bokura Ga Ita
Avatar the Last Airbender
Perfect Hair Forever
That 70s Show
Malcolm in the middle
Howls Moving Castle
Silence of the Lambs
Art School Confidential
The Addams Family 1 and 2
All Monty Python Movies
Scary Movie 1-3
All Harry Potters
Books and Comics
Everything about Mythology
Edgar Allen Poes Book of Poems
Johnny the homicidal maniac
Favorite Things in General
Bracelets and Sweat Bands
T shirts,hoodies,and sweaters
This is what i'm reading now! i'm getting in to hana kimi! it's great!
My mom constantly bring people over to the house since before i could remember.My dad and i HATE it!! there's always some random person i don't know coming in and out.Today i was trying to eat...my mom and three other people sitting at the table with crap everywhere!! and then she wonders why i'm so rude! i'm pissed cuz i can't eat without looking at some idiot typing away!!! ITS LIKE STARBUCKS IN MY HOUSE!!
One time i woke up and a guy was just sitting on the computer....at MIDNIGHT!!! i'm like "hi..." he waved. then i went to the bathroom and back to sleep.
It wasn't until about 2 weeks that i said to my dad "wtf dad...who is this guy?" he shrugged "i dunno just don't ask your mom and piss her off."
So we ignored him.I think the most unbeleiveable experience i had was when i was 12. I was in Canada and someone had to drive me back home...so they got BOB!
everyone was like "you remember bob don't you? HOW CAN YOU NOT REMEMBER BOB!!!??"
i got pissed "LOOK there have been dozens of people my mom has introduced me to! i probably HAVE met bob i just didn't care enough to remember him!! FUCK BOB!! I DON'T KNOW ANY BOB!!!!"
and what did they do? they sent me in a 8 hour car ride with some guy i didn't know.The funniest thing is...i still don't remember what he looks like even after i spent 8 hours with him.
The art class i take is messy and exhausting! my teacher always has us working with charcoal and i really want to paint. Not to mention the fact there are no cute boys :( speaking of which i still have crap luck with. Only one guy likes me, and he has a lazy eye.Whoop dee doo i sure did hit the jack pot.
He's also friends with my worst enemys so don't say i'm wrong for judging his looks.He sounds like a fucking nerd everytime i hear him. I'm a nerd but he's a NEEEERD. You know those nerds that make exploding sounds and acts out scenes from Videogames? yup that's him. Well anyway he's keeping his distance lol so that's good. But anyway look at my hands i look like a fucking burn victim! fucking charcoal I HATE YOU!!!
lol whoo i'm having fun!!! just sitting here home alone playin Korn real loud, watching the simpsons,and pigging out on ice cream! can a girl ask for anything better?
here are the lyrics to the song i'm listening to ^^
Freak on a Leash by Korn
Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
I hate idiots who try to start fights! some guy that always bugs me came out of nowhere in the hall, and stood PURPOSELY in my way. I tried to move,he moved too, so i pushed him. His SCARTCHY pre-pubescent ass squealed "who you pushing?"
"YOU! idiot!" i screamed
"you better watch yourself" he said walking away
I pushed him and yelled "WHAT did you say? no ones scared of you! why the fuck are you starting with me in the hall?"
he mimics me
"get the fuck out of my face!" i push him again and walk away.
I really don't condone girls hitting guys....but i think in a case like that i had no other choice...he's SO annoying.
ANNNNYWAY check out my new pic fellers!! his name is Angle i loooove him :D
My inner child is dead. Here is how i know.So the other day i was watching Cinderella because it USED to be my favorite movie.....then it hit me.This story was sending the wrong messages. First off a prince can NOT marry for love, not in those times anyway. Marriage then was made between countries as alliances.
Love had nothing to do with it, if a real prince had married a commoner during that time that would have cost the country serious money and military backup. If i was living under a kingdom where the royals married whoever the hell they wanted making NO treaties, i would have gotten the hell out.
Another crock of shit this movie sent. "Love" i'm not against love i'm against THEIR idea of love. "OH MY A HANDSOME MAN WITH POWER!!!" sexist, and retarded. "WOW A REALLY HOT GIRL WITH A BIG SHINY DRESS!" ya...that's love alright. A shallow fucking one. Did Cinderella try to ask the prince about his future, or what he planned on doing for the kingdom, or MAYBE if he was going to enforce child abuse laws which she had to endure? nope.
She was rendered stupid by his money and face.So what did we learn from the story? if you dream your wishes will be granted by a fairy.if you don't have a fairy to help you...well just keep dreaming you poor piece of shit.
Don't give me the "it's just a STORY" naaah there are better ones. Snow White was great, lion king, and Alladin...but cinderella ugh......just no. No morals were given from that story i'm dissapointed.
Bestiality between humans and half fish.... no no. i'm looking at you "The Little Mermaid".
Song for the week- it's in his kiss- Aretha Franklin
Does he love me?
I wanna know!
How can I tell if he loves me so?
(Is it in his eyes?)
Oh no! You need to see!
(Is it in his size?)
Oh no! You make believe!
If you wanna know
If he loves you so
Its in his kiss!
(That's where it is!)
(Oh yeah! Or is it in his face?)
no girls! It's just his charms!
(In his warm embrace?)
no girls! That's just his arms!
If you wanna know
If he loves you so
It's in his kiss!
(That's where it is!)
yeah!! Its in his kiss!
(That's where it is!)
Oh, oh, oh, honey !
Squeeze him tight!
Find out what you wanna know!
promise love, and if it really is,
It's there in his kiss!
i'd also like to say that in Cinderella they didn't kiss until the end...she probably faked love for money...hey i would too if it meant i didn't have to clean anymore.
Love...a million defintions can be used for it. i think when someone says " i love you no matter what" it's bullshit...love has limits.People get sick of each other people...i think teens are the funniest in this subject.
"i loooooove you i loooove yoooou forever."
"you and me baby no matter what!"
2 weeks later
" GO TO HELL !"
"TELL YOUR MOM I'M ON MY WAY!!"
ahhh teen love.Gotta love it.Of course adults are this way to.They just let it drag at through marriage before finally after a few years they say "hey fuck you bastard and guess what? i'm taking half your money! yup the kids too!"
oh ya because thats MATURE. I don't know...people who say that those who love unconditionally are blind idiots. Like a man who still deeply loves his wife after she kills their kids is as fucked up as she.Is he? maybe his limit for love is different than others.
Some men would stop loving their wives if they are fat. Others wouldn't care either way. I guess you have to learn over time to question how much love any person can really offer. It's just up to us to hope we get the rare person who can maintain love no matter what. To me only the true loving deserve to be loved.
NEW ## ## !!! !
MY PAINTING GUYS!! !
I flashed a flash light in the mouth rofl!
It's been a long day...I'm not in the mood to say what happend but i'll tell you right now i'm pissed and depressed! i feel like destroying shit! but i do feel a bit better because i just painted...i feel like the times when i feel the most emotion is the best time to paint. I felt like screaming...and so for obvious reasons i couldnt do it...i let my canvas scream for me.I drew a mouth screaming with red and black paint slashed around it. If i could get a pic of it i'll show you. It made me laugh because it looks like a mouth ready to take in a long one.I call it the "glory hole" pic .Meh...i feel shitty. Here's the song for the week lyrics.
A Fine Frenzy- Almost Lover
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I was watching a movie.My dad told me to change it to a game at 7:00 around the middle of the movie my mom stood behind me and started watching it too.around 22 mins in i realized i was making my dad lose his game.
I heard my mom walk away and i quickly changed it to the game.
she said "why didn't you ask me if you could change it?"
I said it was only for a minute and that he wanted to see the score.She began to yell that i always changed the tv when she was watching it.My dad defended me and said that we already had an arrangement.Later i went upstairs and she got me in my room.
she said "i don't know who you think you are but you keep doing this!" then we got in to a argument over what happend and i defended my case and as i listened to her,her account of events were EXTREMELY faulty.I KNOW i'm right I'm not only willing to bet my life on it but my best friends.She distorts stories.She began to threaten me.
She said " I know this is because i am black! i see the way you are with your sister and dad!"
i screamed "HOW IS THIS A RACIAL THING?"
she said "don't mess with me! if you have a problem with me fine! but i can lose control when i lose my temper!"
so now i'm afraid i feel like i have to be on edge when she watches anything i am watching....i don't think i want to watch tv downstairs.period.What do i do? she thinks i am against her and reasoning with her is absolutely impossible.She won't do anything with my dad around.I wish they would get divorced.