The art class i take is messy and exhausting! my teacher always has us working with charcoal and i really want to paint. Not to mention the fact there are no cute boys :( speaking of which i still have crap luck with. Only one guy likes me, and he has a lazy eye.Whoop dee doo i sure did hit the jack pot.

He's also friends with my worst enemys so don't say i'm wrong for judging his looks.He sounds like a fucking nerd everytime i hear him. I'm a nerd but he's a NEEEERD. You know those nerds that make exploding sounds and acts out scenes from Videogames? yup that's him. Well anyway he's keeping his distance lol so that's good. But anyway look at my hands i look like a fucking burn victim! fucking charcoal I HATE YOU!!!

lol whoo i'm having fun!!! just sitting here home alone playin Korn real loud, watching the simpsons,and pigging out on ice cream! can a girl ask for anything better?

here are the lyrics to the song i'm listening to ^^

Freak on a Leash by Korn

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.