Youre to serious. To be old and wise first you must be young and stupid.
Why a four year old child could understand this. Run out and get me a four year old child, I can't make head or tail out of it. Groucho in Duck Soup (movie)
Age 33, Female
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Highschool
America
Joined on 2/21/05
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the young and stupid are only that way because they aren't looking at their peers and learning from their experiences.Some need to touch fire more often than others to realize it's hot.Others need just one touch and learn to stay away.
"To me only the true loving deserve to be loved."
That is very true. Love is an over used term. And I am getting sick of all those kids at my school "Oh I love you, and always will!" and act all stupid in public...it's those that make dumb decsisions that will not be loved.
it's hard to avoid.I mean to say two teens will never get married isn't right some really do it and stay with eachother.Some...almost all don't. Being dumb and doing dumb things is apart of learning...but repeating mistakes, It's like being retarded in life.If someone who has to find fault in everyone and can't look at the person they once said they cared about, and see the person has done SOME good to them.They should be alone and stay alone.They don't deserve love.
You response indicates to me that you've joined the ranks of the bitter and the hateful. Welcome to the crew... Although I seem to remember discussing this with you a couple weeks ago. I thought I said for you to keep a positive outlook. That even though I don't believe in love anymore, you still had opportunity. Trust me Sawke, you're going to start hating life (and yourself) if you keep slipping. Eventually, there's nothing left of the innocent you your family and friends knew, just a rotten, bitter drunk. God, if I could take these past several years back... This is no way for a teenager to live his life. Find a positive outlet, and do it quick. Get what I never got. Friends. Friends who keep your spirits up, friends who understand what you need to say. I'd be one, but I'm afraid that I'm just a horrible influence. Get on it. Right fucking now.
I have friends.I trust them to an extent but i do my best to be a better to them than they are to me.Not that they are neglectful to me or anything...i just always put them as the first thing i want to make happy instead of myself.I have plenty to be happy about and plenty to be miserable about.
Lol but i don't think i am going to be a drunk.I kinda need my brain cells and liver.If your life is bad there is no reason you can't start over.If you have the willpower just do it.Don't second guess don't worry. If you want friends find some courage, and open up that's all you can do. I'm only upset that i haven't found a guy that will like me and stay with me for a long time.They all seem to get bored or angry with me. But i know that's because they can't handle the real me. Do i think i'll always be alone? no but i am afraid of how long i have to wait. I live in NYC lol and as they say "In New York City wait is a four letter word."
You sound like a good friend. Its not that I don't have any, I actually have plenty, its just that most of them are like me. I'm just tired of bull shit. You're right though, it would be good to love somebody if you knew things would work out. The hopes for that however, just seem too small.
there's still some hope :b I really don't think hoping gets anyone anywhere.it just makes you feel more dissapointed than necessary.Either do or don't but dreaming gets you nothing.Chances however help me more! if someone told me "you have a one in a million chance of finding your true love i wouldn't mind." there's still that ONE it doesn't matter what the odds there will always be one.Maybe i'll strike lucky and get that one.I've never won anything big before maybe i'm overdue for a win.
You know, I think I should thank you for talking to me. I feel somewhat better, like my chances have improved some. I still don't trust anyone, and I'm still doubtful that any relationship will work, I'm not sure how long it will take for that to change (if it ever does). But its been a while since I felt... okay, I guess is the word. Its funny, I recognized I needed to talk, I knew it was a necessity but never knew how it felt. Thanks again. I hope this feeling lasts longer than an hour...
:D yay i helped.I wish i knew everyone on NG it would be so great to be everyones friend.I can be friends with anyone as long as they don't treat me like a asshole. I don't care if you stutter or twitch :D and trust me i know a lot of people who do.I have fun just running up to them and just saying hello.You should try and open up when you are young,it will just get harder as you get older.
What do you use for IM's. MSN, right? I don't have much in the way of $$$, so that won't happen I guess. We'll just have to talk through NG. Also, my ridiculous sunglasses are better than yours. :)
msn is free lmao.
Your long replies are awesome ;)
^^ shoop!
Love is a chemical reaction as is insanity. Therefore it makes perfect sense for a man to love a child killing murderer.
It is? God I'm stupid... So I'm guessing it can be found at msn.com? Anyway, my shades are still more rediculous. Lol.
Love is an emotion that escapes my grasp every time I reach for it... anyway Awesome painting! THe flash light makes it even cooler. Also, <insert sexual reference.>
hehehe it's called the glory hole.
Yup, love is a fucker all right. But it's also brilliant.
I think when people talk about unconditional love that mostly they're talking about loving someone even with all the little stuff like appearance.
But some love truly is unconditional. And that kind of love can be the worst. Imagine having to love someone even though you hate what they have become? Like if they started murdering people. Imagine how much that would hurt!
Lovely painting, wish the colours arund the edge were clearer though.
i have two in the art forum.It's just a bad cam.But the other pic is clearer.
Did it ever cross your mind that if you weren't female no one would care about you, and you'd just be another number on Tom Fulp's massive pile of statistics?
did it ever cross YOUR mind that no one even knew me until i had about 3000 posts? and at that point the only reason they knew i was a girl was because of Willis sig .Plenty of recognized me at 3000 but most of them didn't know i was even a girl. So maybe before you assume that i have a bunch of guys sucking up to me it may also be possible that they enjoy talking to me as well.
Being a girl doesn't make me popular.I just post a lot so whether i'm a girl or not doesn't really make a difference.I have over 7k fucking posts who the fuck posts constantly and doesn't get noticed with over 7k?
Refering to your comment to VG about you being noticed, I first noticed you as a user when you made that "Holla at me" thread. You really put it into perspective there.
oh ya wait i remember that lol.that wasn't too long ago...i was already around 5k
i do believe what your trying to say is correct, ALTHOUGH it's not always like thaaat i mean i've got friends who say that to each other that have been going out for years without breakups and yeaaah...
and is it a bad thing to say that to your gf? or your bf?
Only if you say it like.. 5x a day.. even once a day is pretty over-using it.
I shall now only say it once a week >: 0 you have opened my eyes young one.
lol if you say it in the same day you asked someone out...well ya it's kinda wrong but after a few weeks or months it's alright.
ALSO
'loving' the painting, I couldn't help but lol when I saw that blue splodge that appears to be a sperm.
Painting.. moar liek RAINTING!
AMIRITE?
Love it though..
What is love? Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me. No more.
Ya know, it is really hard to find that true love. I know whats up, my parents divorced and I've been trough break ups, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't it exist.
Nice painting btw
Crue
Christ, you're already turning into me. Be careful, I'm not as fun as I seem.
Sawke (Updated )
So you have a clear head? that's not a bad thing. It just means you can avoid all the bullshit. True you should experience life..but what's the point? why walk to dumbly in to darkness bumping in to shit when you can at least have a LITTLE light to help you avoid some hidden objects.We can't always know how to avoid the bad things in life.
I just realized i still suck at judging characters. I told a guy i liked him he said, he did too then after awhile i "annoyed" him because i was pessimistic...i was DEPRESSED, TRYING to get him to hear me out of course depressed people will think dark thoughts.
So i thought i knew better than to say to someone that "they are just like me" and *hack* that i LOVED him. Because i've felt so close to someone before. My ONCE bestfriend i thought of her like a sister and bought her things whenever she came to my house so she wouldn't be hungry...then one day she just said "i never liked you", and didn't give reason What bullshit i'm ashamed to be a dumbass....but i guess that's what a teen is about.