A cynic is a man who, when he smells flowers, looks around for a coffin.
H. L. Mencken (1880 - 1956)
This guy is so right it's scary. I guess this is why I can't get along with idealists....and optimists. only realists and cynics. It's because i have a dark view on the world. I don't think everything is BAD....i don't know..i guess i can't see happiness first. My first thought is always "how is this going to get screwed up" when something good sounding comes along...i think that way because normally it happens.
At times i like seeing things as they really are and not in the obstructed view of my own feelings, and other times i wish i didn't see what's actually there, i don't like seeing the REALITY because frankly reality is quite ugly.
Sometimes i want to ignore the truth, but i can't that's not me, i wanted to ignore the fact my friends father called me a N**** and keep going over to his house...but i'm not stupid...an idealist would keep going over assuming it'd be ok as long as the father isn't there...but i know better.
I'm way too bitter. I guess i must like it that way....if i'm not actually doing anything about it. Lol you wanna know something sick? whenever i smell roses the first thing i think of IS a funeral.
On a side note. My characters name is D-toX she's a cyborg/human assassin and oh so pretty. I wish i was a cyborg. Then i could blow up stuff.
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nice drawing. looks like an x-man.
and being cynical is the only way to survive on this earth without going batshit.
Sawke (Updated )
lol thats one freaky Xman....lol a lot of people would say cynicism isn't a good thing.