WOW....i must have really cared about him..

Sawke

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WOW....i must have really cared about him..

Posted by Sawke - September 16th, 2009

I can't believe i was so obvious...so some of you may or may not know..i had a crush on a guy a while back...he was nice and funny, but as time went on he started getting dickish..and blaming me for things. I had a lot of patience with him but when he said to his friend that he had sex with me, that made me tell him to fuck off and i refused to talk with him again even though he tried to talk to me, i don't like being used, i'm just so suprised when classmates asked me over, and over, if we liked eachother because we sat next to eachother all the time, i didn't realize we were together THAT often.

This is the first time any guy has ever done anything so disgusting to me, to go as far as to tell someone he had sex with me...ugh...i just miss him as a friend, but he wasn't much of a friend either, self centered, rude, ignoring, i'm not entirely sure WHAT i miss lol. I just know being his friend hurts too much.

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xellon 2009-09-16 06:37:41

yeah
if it hurts
it means you have to slow down
or stop

Pheonixxx 2009-09-16 06:51:31

I'm sorry.
I know how it feels to love someone who doesn't love you back, then uses you, mistreats you, and expects you to do anything for 'em like you said you would.

Sawke 2009-09-16 06:51:31

ill do anything for someone i care about enough, but i don't like people EXPECTING favors, if i do something its out of the kindness of my heart, but it's selfish to expect me to adhere to every demand and expectation. People suck..

5lip5tr3am3r 2009-09-16 17:16:23

Sorry to hear that. It's sad when friendships die, but males are sometimes ruled by their hormones. Testosterone can make people do very dumb things.

Sawke 2009-09-16 17:16:23

it's just shocking to be betrayed like that...he wasn't even sorry..he only apologized to give me what i wanted to hear, but he didn't see why i was hurt, and he said "i was being sarcastic" PLEASE you don't say it twice while still being "sarcastic" even if he WAS sarcastic, he should have felt a LITTLE sympathy towards me due to the pain i was in. You hear stories about betral all the time but when it happens to you...it's earth shaterring.

Westies 2009-09-16 21:44:09

You got it all wrong boyo, or should i say nigglet, you don't care if i call you n****r, do you? Good, time for a reality check, the guy said he fucked the weird, girl because nobody fucks the weird girl not because you follow him around on a leash like all bitches should, i keep my bitch of a girl on one.

Sawke 2009-09-16 21:44:09

Yes i do mind. Why don't you talk with your mom in therapy because you have women issues, then work on that racism of yours. Learn some damn respect!

Westies 2009-09-16 22:07:52

By the way if you would just wash your cock and balls, the shame will wash away with it.

Sawke 2009-09-16 22:07:52

I'm sure you tell yourself that all day, even bleach wouldn't make you clean!

Gateau 2009-09-17 00:18:29

It's crushing to realize that your feelings aren't mutual with the person you really care for. It's never how it is in the movies =[. You'll get it right, and don't let people take advantage of you.

(I don't know you, but I know how this feels)

Sawke 2009-09-17 00:18:29

mom? lol i say that because my moms last name is Gateau...hmmm...

Ryan 2009-09-17 01:25:43

Whatever happens, happens. Just remember to not close yourself off to new friends just because of this one incident. Losing assumed good friends sucks.

Pheonixxx 2009-09-17 19:04:05

Indeed. People do suck.

Gateau 2009-09-17 23:24:59

Haha, I sincerely doubt I'm your mother - but good luck with things!

AND GO TO YOUR ROOM

AmbroseMerle 2009-09-28 18:02:16

Ay, what can I say? I warn a lot of girls about this kind of thing. I might be a bit of a tactless jerk with disgusting habits, but at least I'm not like other guys that way (In my opinion anyways).

Warned a girl about 14 years old a few weeks ago a guy liked her and would change (wasn't the first time that's happened either), and would you look at that. He went and did the same thing to her not too long ago. People are just so predictable to me.

Learn and live, 'bout the best you can do.

WOW....i must have really cared about him..

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