I'm Italian Haitian. I don't know much about my Italian side because none of them talk to eachother, i saw my aunt a few months ago. I don't have much a connection with her. It sucks...i really want to know about my background, but there's not much to know. My dad just keeps telling me there's nothing that's needed to know. But i feel like i missed so much...i just found out my aunt has a son i never met...i only met her daughter...sometimes i feel really excluded but i don't want to press my dad for info...he's totally disinterested.

My Haitian side is opposite...i don't know ALL of my family because my mom has 6 first cousins...who have kids...and i have first cousins.My aunts..were all married before..but their husbands left or divorced. I don't know much about their marriages. I'm the youngest in the family and because all of this happend so long ago..they just figured there's no point in bringing it up. it's just really irritating to find out last that someone had a son or daughter that's a cousin i never knew.

I've never been to Italy. I have some family there, but i don't know them and i never met them. I'm annoyed. But i might be going in a few months. Haiti i've seen and been to so often that i'm totally bored by it. Its a third world and i go insane with the lack of electricity and mosquitos. The only thing that makes me happy is hearing the music, i'm not a HUGE fan of it. But when i hear it, it makes me nostalgic, and if you get a few beers in me i will definately dance at the club. I don't want to go back though...other than a few good things i really don't want to go back. But if i get married i'd want my husband to enjoy it at least.