Looks like dating won't be possible for when im 17 either. CMOOON LUCKY 18! my dads signed me up for an INTENSE tutoring program for september. Like 4 hours of a study school after school 4 times a week. If that isn't bad enough i get homework too. From there AND my school. Kill...me...I have advanced hist and eng. They make you read and write essays like CRAZY. My friend said she sometimes had to read 100 pages a night. Dear god...no.

I'm quite sure i'll have a break down around Febuary WEEHOO! so dating, time with friends...out the window for a few months...maybe all year? well dating...isn't so bad...i mean it's not as if im dating now or before. I just don't like the idea of not being able to do what i want, when i want to.

But inside i know that no matter how great of a guy asked me out my first response to him would be "are you fucking serious? do you have any idea how much studying i need to do? DO you? i don't have time for you!" i've honestly said something along those lines before some douche would run to me "hurr hurr that guy likes you" i'd be like "hurr hurr that's fucking great douche balls but i don't have time for a fucking boyfriend some of us care about getting in to a good college."

A funny line from The movie Welcome to the dollhouse.

Dawn Weiner: Do you think about girls?
Mark Weiner: Are you kidding?..... I want to get into a good school.

My drawing of Nero...but i want to call him Dante instead. HES DANTE I SAY!