My mom just called and said my grandma died. She looked at my mom gave one last breath and died. Talk about scary...The sibling rivalry between my mom and her sisters is going to explode. They already think she's the favorite..shit...i'm pretty sure my families going to collapse. When the eldest dies everything changes. My dads side wasn't as bad. Everyone just stopped talking well...just my dad stopped talking to his family so i did too.

I didn't see them unless he drove to see them. And no one calls...My grandma on my dads side kept everyone together. Now nothing...haven't heard from them in years. It won't be the same for my moms side...but it's complicated...my family will still talk..but because my grandma lived in a third world....her stuff..well it's up for stealing from anyone. I mean ANYONE. People can just walk up in there and steal. No one can do anything. There's no one to watch over the house but servants she paid...but what's gonna happen when they find out they aren't needed?

This is going to get interesting. Expect more news people.

I really wish i could feel more sad about this. But i didn't know her that well...there was nothing between us. I don't have a devasting pain because in order to have that you need memorys to haunt you, and i have none of her. I am sorry though don't get me wrong. But not as sorry as i should be. Not as sorry as i would feel if it were my dad...or my sister...their the only two people who make me feel like i exist. No emo haha. Just sayin being the youngest isn't easy. Oh well...my grandma lived a full life. 92. That's something to smile about not cry over. I was kinda hoping she'd live to 120 break a record. ^^j can't always get what you want.

To lighten the mood! my dad telling me she's gone

"well..she's gone.."

"what?"

"gone!"

"corn?"

"no! She's GONE"

"you're cooking corn for dinner?"

Lol my family likes to scream at eachother from down the staircase and through doors.

: RIP