Aw that's not true...i just hate certain people for no reason. I mainly hate guests. I'm like a animal in a way...when there is a guest in the house...they invade my territory, and my territory changes because of THEM, i get angry.
This girl is here...she's nice enough...but i HATE her being here...i dont talk to her or really look at her. I'm angry because i just hate the new things that happen while she is here. My mom told me to "excuse" myself when company is around as i got up from dinner. WHAT THE FUCK? when the hell am i supposed to KNOW this? she just randomly says it.
We also only have guests like once every few months, so i can NEVER remember. All i try to do is stay locked in my room and let it pass. I should have never gone down to dinner...ugh. Sorry...i guess...i just dislike certain aspects about people for strange reasons. I'm generally nice to people...but some things just set me off that can turn me in to despising that person.
I know..that i hate shy people...which is fucked because i'm semi shy...like i'll speak a little at first...but i won't be loud and crazy like normal unless the other person helps me out a bit.
I guess i get a little annoyed when a person as equally shy like me just sits with me in silence....it gets me aggravated because nothings going anywhere. So i begin to despise that person for wasting my time, and no i definately won't be the one to start talking first. With me it's like...if you aren't talkative right the minute we're together....you're on a fast lane to pissing me off.
XOID! i have named him xoid for no reason. I think the hands a bit blah lol but maybe i'll add a girl there. I'll repost when i come to a decision.
ngfan14
I hate guests too.