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Unhappy to others?

Posted by Sawke - April 12th, 2008


Do people ever think you are unhappy when you aren't? for years my mom thought i was unhappy and probably still does. She thinks that to be happy you have to constantly be in someones company, laughing and talking.

This is our difference. I don't feel the need to be in the company of others, in fact i'm usually a lot happier on my own. I'm happy on Newgrounds, i'm happy sitting alone playing XBOX, i'm happy watching TV and being the only one awake at night.

Don't get me wrong i'd LOVE to have my friend by my side doing all that stuff. In fact i called her on my cell and we put eachother on speaker phone to play Devil May Cry 4 together. That was an incredibly happy moment for me. But i know one day i'll have to be alone for an indeterminate amount of time, and i take pride in the fact that when that time comes i won't be miserable and lonely. People who are dependant on me drive me crazy, i need people who don't constantly want me to hang out or go to their house. I like the people who are there when i need them, but won't call my house every damn day.

Well...here's a new pic. I've been doing a lot of ink drawings, so plenty more like this. Hope you like it.

Unhappy to others?


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ack, pheromones!

first post

nice drawing

My pheromones are magically deleeshus. ^^ thx.

oh shit...

I KNOW!!!!....wait what?

Oh man, I don't even want to start on this subject. Lets just say that people didn't know what i felt, medication was prescribed, lives got fucked up.

lol well it wasn't that bad for me, but i definately had a lot of convincing to do.

/Agree.

I'm going to be one of those old, alone guys in an old folks home. :D

Want me to keep you company? :D

postcount you lucky son of a... BITCH

Uh...ok...?

Hey did you miss me?

I did :( where'd you go? i started to cut your name in to my wrist and write love poems on the wall with my blood!

I always appear unhappy, and depressed. I always look like that emo kid that's gonna shoot up the school, but that doesn't mean i'm always unhappy. I just look it.

Ya a few years ago i got asked if i was going to kill the people in my school...i get cruel things said about me now and then. I just make the best out of it. So when i got asked that i said "Maybe" keep em scared, keep em away.

Heh, I wish they were scared of me. I've never done anything, so they have nothing to be scared of, but one day i'll snap, probably make a few people play the comatose reaction. Hell, they think I don't listen, they openly insult me when i'm right there, listening.

Lol well people are just really stupid. All i did was wear a lot of black everyday! so what i have to dress in neon to show how much i love people? kids are stupid.

I wear a black jacket, and cargo pants with a camo design. I do have a black pair though. I always stare at the ground, and I always pace. I'm a loner and don't like to talk, or even be around others. So yeah, people hate me.

I wear a black sweater with patches on it, i wear jeans and converse. I have 3 friends and i normally have my head down when i walk because that's a good way to find money. People sometimes don't like me because i purposely act bitchy if i don't like them ^^

I wear vans and technically only have 1 friend. Problem is he goes to a different school and lives 7 miles away.

wow that sucks.

Yeah, but we've been friends for like 8 years. I like to be alone anyway. Solitude is fun for me. My mind is all i'll ever need. Which is probably why i'm so fucked up....

Lol probably.

I like your glasses btw, they're cool. A bit like mine.

^^ thanks. I wish i didn't have them though. I look better without them. I got a new pair though. The kind that turn in to sunglasses.

Lucky bitch.... I need a pair like those. I won't be getting a new frame untill september though...and I think you look good with glasses. I look way better with them.

lol ^^

I hate the sun....so much. I stay in all the time, so my eyes are very sensitive to the sun now. It's sucks.

Vampire!

Honestly, if I didn't have to go to school, or if I did virtual high school, i'd become nocturnal. I love the night, and I love winter.

Me too. I have ASPS which is a condition that makes it so i'll always wake up early in the morning. I normally get up at 2 or 4 at night. I love Winter cuz i hate to sweat and my hair is always awesome lol.

lol, my hair is decent half the time. I hate sweating so much, and I hate the hot. I can stand any cold temperature no problem.I could easily go out when it's 40, with nothing but shorts and a shirt. Well, shoes too.

Oo psycho.

Eh, more or less. Got a problem with it?

:/ who doesn't love a psycho?

Normal people. I'm bored. Wanna be friendz?

sure

i'm bored now, lol

attn whore.

So, uh, do you know of my little reputation?

nope.

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