I'm fucking pissed argh....so many things! song for week

It's been a long day...I'm not in the mood to say what happend but i'll tell you right now i'm pissed and depressed! i feel like destroying shit! but i do feel a bit better because i just painted...i feel like the times when i feel the most emotion is the best time to paint. I felt like screaming...and so for obvious reasons i couldnt do it...i let my canvas scream for me.I drew a mouth screaming with red and black paint slashed around it. If i could get a pic of it i'll show you. It made me laugh because it looks like a mouth ready to take in a long one.I call it the "glory hole" pic .Meh...i feel shitty. Here's the song for the week lyrics.

A Fine Frenzy- Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

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Kidiri 2007-09-26 17:46:56

Should you feel in a destructive mood and there is no canvas and/or paint around to work out your frustrations, grab a punching bag and get hitting that shit! It's not only releiving, but also good for your physique! If you don't have one, get some old newspapers, stick them together, make them stick t your wall and hit those. Same effect as the punching bag, plus it'll harden you.

Sawke 2007-09-26 17:46:56

ya but i'm lazy...and i need something to calm me down.Drawing and painting gives me something to concentrate on.

Reaperyami 2007-09-27 22:02:52

You have to get that pic up sometime soon. :D I hope you feel better now.

Sawke 2007-09-27 22:02:52

my cam is poop.

Crue 2007-09-29 03:05:48

In ur profile, readin' ur post. It's been kind of long for me too. Although my drivers ed course is finished, so I'll have a license in 3 months. Looking forward to that. School's been tough and everyone was constantly bitching at me at home. Tonight was our school's homecoming. The football game was against our rivals and there was something going on afterward. SoI go with the intent of having a good time there. Then 2 of my friends say they're going to a party at halftime, and me and my friends should chill with them. Its near the end of the 1st quarter so me and my friends go have a cigarette. We come back, 2nd quarter has started, and our friends are gone. So we try to find them. Supposedly they're at the house of this kid who lives near me. Nope. We couldn't find anywhere, so we settled for going to Jewel and grabbing some Cheetos and Dr. Pepper. Most of my friends are getting bombed, and do to some chick's ignorance in timing, we end up sitting on a curb eating fucking cheetos. Doesn't sound too bad I know, but it really pissed me off. There's always next game isn't there?

Sawke 2007-09-29 03:05:48

yes there is...i want dr pepper now.

yellowcard41 2007-09-29 16:45:33

Hey its me yellowcard41. That hot dude that wanted you to leave a comment. [snicker!] Just kidding,justkidding. I hope you feel better. Just for giggles and laughs do you think im cute for a 13-year old? that was a pic of me on my page, I dont think so....

Sawke 2007-09-29 16:45:33

ya i do! you're real cute ^^

yellowcard41 2007-09-29 17:26:36

Thanks that makes me feel better about my self.

Pheonixxx 2007-09-29 21:27:37

Wow, that was emotional.